Oh that's cool
I found the Post-Trauma Stabilizer very helpful for me and will be getting more for next month. I like to use it with Hyssop and CA Peony but will also add Black Eyed Susan to it as that deals with trauma:Positive qualities:
Awake consciousness capable of acknowledging all aspects of the Self; penetrating insight. Patterns of imbalance:
Avoidance or repression of traumatic or painful aspects of the personality. Black-Eyed-Susan flower essence
is a powerful catalyst for confronting parts of the personality or traumatic
episodes form the past that have been kept locked away in the recesses of the psyche.
Often these unclaimed parts of the psyche
operate as shadow parts of the personality; for example, a person who as raped or abused may begin to exhibit
the same behavior toward others later in life. In other instances this enormous repression does not manifest
outwardly, but inwardly, in self-destructive tendencies or as mental or physical illness. In many cases Black-Eyed-Susan
is indicated for individuals who suffer from emotional amnesia and paralysis, and are totally unaware of the
healing issues they must confront. What is needed in these circumstances is an increase of awareness; the ability
to shine the light of consciousness into the shadows of the psyche.
A great release of energy is felt in the
soul once such buried parts of the psyche are consciously encountered and addressed in an appropriate therapeutic
environment. Black-Eyed-Susan restores great light and conscious awareness, helping the soul to integrate and
transform unclaimed parts of the psyche.
There are some for the lower chakras that I will be getting (I am already working on healing the Sacral area):South African Flowering Gum
(to help heal solar plexus):
Personal authority and autonomy; positive ambition to live according to one's own values.
For those whose sense of personal authority has been undermined by others, whose will forces have been weakened by having continuous criticism levelled at them and are therefore undecided and uncertain as to what path to follow. Such people look outside themselves for authority and direction and may be despondent and lacking in motivation. This essence brings people into their own authority, assists them in discovering their innate talents, resuscitating their own dreams and in developing true ambition, i.e., living the life they want to live, not the life their parents or society have mapped out for them.South African Loquat
(the first issue is what led to this one - again solar plexus):
Apathy; withdrawal; martyrdom; resignation; assists in incarnation process.
For those who experience fear and anxiety when faced with the demands of life and seek to escape by avoiding participation in the life process and withdrawing - perhaps sleeping excessively, refraining from eating correctly, so that they are physically unable to meet the expectations of others, or retreating into emotional disorders, which protect them from everyday life. Symptoms such as apathy, resignation, or perhaps an inability to activate the will are indications for its use. This essence assists in incarnating the forces of the personality, in taking hold of the life process and in willingly undertaking responsibility. It is very beneficial for adolescents, as well as for the treatment of the emotions which lie behind anorexia.
Finally these from Living Tree Orchid Essences in the UK:
Voice of Courage - to help heal the solar plexus on deep levels and also helps energize the throat chakra: A major essence for healing deep levels of the solar plexus (3rd
chakra), as well as energizing the throat chakra. Brings strength of
courage as well as a renewed commitment to the soul's deep purpose in
this life. The solar plexus is likely to take many 'hits' in the course
of our life, and these minor and major impacts on the 3rd chakra can
often remain buried deep within. Voice of Courage brings healing to the
solar plexus at these deep levels, and by so doing, and despite being a
very 'yang' essence, it also helps one's sleep to be deeper and longer.
Vital Core - to help the sacral-shadow aspects of the chakra: Vital Core is strongly energizing of the Root and 2nd chakras, as well
as the gall bladder meridian. While having some activity on the Crown,
Throat and Heart chakras, its action is primarily in the two lower
chakras whereby it provides a strong 'get up & go' effect. The
effect on the 2nd chakra is intriguing: though energizing, it is not a
sexual energizing. It helps to release stored / blocked energies,
including stored negative energies, and thereby helps to resolve shadow
aspects of the Sacral chakra. In this way, it seeks to restore the
natural sacredness of the 2nd chakra.
Joyous Purification - to help heal subconscious patterns in the root chakra: Purifying the root chakra for both men and women. For men it can
initiate them into the feminine understanding of purity and innocence.
Whereas we often think of purification as a painful or arduous process,
the action of this essence results in an experience of joy. For women it
will help with certain sexual abuse issues by re-establishing the
natural innocence of the root chakra in a natural rise of white etheric
light. This light moves very efficiently and effectively, allowing one
to work therapeutically with the issues that have been held
subconsciously in the root chakra.
(I already took Sacral Release which is to help heal subconscious patterns in the sacral area).Sacral Release
: Sacral Releases provides vital energy to help with the release process
and breaks a vicious cycle of low energy and low achievement. It helps
to ground and release tensions stemming from subconscious patterns held
in the 2nd chakra. They drop down to the earth. The energy in this
essence affirms you are safe, strong and healthy.
I realized that it is quite interesting how I will be doing deep healing on both the solar plexus and root chakras at the same time. If the Will has been weakend to such a point where one does not want to live...this of course has its connections with the root. (The Will to Live).
I managed to wind up with a second bottle of Lewisia and I am putting that in a blend to take as I am waking up - which is when I found it the most helpful:Lewisia Lewisia disepala Positive Qualities:
expansiveness of the soul; star-like consciousness radiating exquisite
sensitivity; the spirit breath of the cosmos united with the most
tender aspects of human love and sensitivity Patterns of Imbalance:
hold on earth forces due to extensive astral forces that do not
contract fully; “indigo” or autistic children who cannot bring their
full soul forces into incarnation; protection and sustenance during
pregnancy or in early childhood for highly expanded soul types
I want to add with this Morning Glory:Positive qualities:
Sparkling vital force, feeling awake and refreshed, in touch with Life. Patterns of imbalance:
Dull, toxic, or "hung over," inability to fully enter the body, especially in the morning; addictive habits.
The soul must constantly be on guard to align its astral body with its physical/etheric components.
The astral (or star) body is naturally akin to the forces of night, and, if left unregulated, will
not hesitate to devour the etheric (or life) body. Individuals with this imbalance typically crave
late-night activity and have erratic eating and sleeping rhythms.
The etheric body is more akin
to the forces of day-time, especially early morning, and is greatly abused by such astrality. If
such abuse continues over a long period of time, the individual will experience increasing difficulty
incarnating in the body, not only in the morning, but throughout the day. Unable to use the natural
energy of the etheric body, the person will crave stimulants such as caffeine, and in extreme cases,
cocaine or amphetamines.
As this astrality continues to predominate, the individual will display
increasingly erratic patterns, possibly deteriorating into destructive and violent tendencies.
Many levels of physical illness may occur, especially compromised immune response, nerve depletion,
and disturbances in vital organs such as the liver.
Morning Glory flower essnce helps the soul come to greater
awareness and respect for life and the life process of the body. The individual learns to adjust
its rhythm so that it is more in tune with the cycles of Nature. Through Morning Glory, the soul
learns to experience more natural states of energy, and thus the gift of life itself.
So essentially what I'm doing is clearing-healing the lower chakras and then using the Lewisia, Morning Glory to help ground and integrate my energy - also the Post-Trauma Blend helps 'all around healing' and allows for better integration of the psyche.
There is also a 'Panic Blend' I put together (though have yet to order it) using the South African essences:
South African 'Panic' Blend
Nervous depletion; emotional tension; nail biting; panic attacks.
For nervous depletion, irritability, emotional tension, nervous habits or idiosyncrasies such as nail-biting, for nervous breakdowns or panic attacks. This essence calms and balances the nervous system, restoring vitality and releasing tension from the solar plexus area. It brings tranquillity and serenity.
Generalised fear; expectation of disaster possibly linked to past life experience; self sabotage.
For generalised fear, for those who experience numerous fears, none of which is substantial in itself but which accumulate to become a heavy burden. Fears, such as these, often have their origins in past life experience which has resulted in the belief being imprinted on the subconscious mind that physicality is not safe, and which manifest in the continuous, or frequent, expectation of danger, loss, pain or self-sabotage. This essence lifts the pervading expectation of disaster. It also works at a much deeper level to clear the archetypal underlying fear and allows the Soul contact which puts one in touch with the sense of love, protection and an unending potential for joy.
Grief and shock of karmic origins; dread; inexplicable fears; positive commitment to the future.
For grief and shock of karmic origins which are inaccessible to the individual through ordinary means, for dread - the imminent threat of non-being - and fears of unknown cause, inexplicable fears, for doomers and gloomers - those who are sure that the end of the world is imminent, also for those who are easily discouraged in the face of adversity and for when the life forces are trapped in negativity. Through releasing the energy held by emotional patterns which have been beyond conscious reach, giving the courage to move through the fear, this essence brings hope and optimism about the future, a positive commitment to the planet's well-being and the ability to move forward with purpose, encouraging others to do the same.
Panic; hysteria; insomnia; soothing; calming.
For hysteria, panic, over-excitement, over-stimulation and insomnia as a result of being keyed up. This essence establishes emotional balance, calming, soothing and centring one in the physical body. It also balances the crown chakra with the heart chakra and facilitates contact with the Higher Self and the spiritual realms.
Emotional tension; overcharged emotions; hysteria; possession; heals holes in aura.
For overwhelming emotional tension or hysteria. This essence cools and calms heated and overcharged emotions in order that they may be examined. It is of assistance in obsessive relationships where it is impossible for the parties to be objective. This essence brings about level-headedness and emotional clarity. It helps heal holes in the aura and is beneficial in treating cases of possession.
Archetypal fear; shock; panic; fear of annihilation; dread; terror - grounds and centres.
For shock, trauma, panic, for archetypal fear, fear of annihilation or terror - the origin of the fear can be actual, or unfounded and irrational. The source is immaterial. This essence assists in grounding and centring one and brings courage, tranquillity and peace. For all emergencies and also for nightmares. For bereavement.
Despair; shock; intense fear; traumatization; refusal to accept the inevitable; self destruction.
Use of this essence draws energy into the energy field and thereby brings rapid relief from shock, intense fear, and despair, calming the nervous system. This essence deals with the head bashing type of despair in which one refuses to accept the inevitable and becomes self-destructive, unless one is able to open to the Higher Self and cross the threshold into a new way of being. This essence is also useful for the child, inner or outer, who has been traumatised.